Wednesday, July 15, 2009

whertofore art thou, lover?

lover come back

lover wake up

i can't do this on my own, i never meant to hit you that hard, wake up, WAKE UP

wake up, Neo.

i find myself increasingly disconnected from this reality - that reality. what reality? i don't know. what was I saying? I can't really read it, I have blood in my eyes

don't worry, it's mine. in dreamworld I ran out of inflated veins so I slid an insulin syringe filled with betaphen and some sexy new china blue neuropunk into my nystagmic vein and dropped that timewarp load, sex-bending braindancer that it is I can't seem to find my way out of bed -

but then again, I drop the pin - glass shatters, dreamworld cracks. I see the realworld reflected in drops of blood. Are they on the floor, or on my cornea?

black out - red out.

read out loud

this city never 'sleeps' because to be considered asleep you have to have been awake at some point. this city is an embryo of human rot just waiting to happen.

I can get away with saying this shit because everyone's too busy molesting their kids inside at night with the curtains drawn to actually pay attention to any source of data other then Nine News or the price of petrol.

i haven't touched a speaker larger then my headphones in four days. I'm starting to forget what bass sounds like

i think i'll go steal raid the farmhouse shed for some fertiliser and diesel fuel. gonna make me a DRUM, send up a smoke signal, try and get the attention of civilisation at large

seriously, send in a fucking helicopter, I don't care if it's coming to arrest me, at least they get broadband in prison.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

THREE AM

Plane tickets on the table, hot coffee. A quick cigarette. Pulling on the boots, bag ready.

SO LONG, STINK-TOWN.

~those of you who know I love you:

I'll be back for you. You can't get rid of me this easily.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

i am not a drinker

and yet I;ve polished off a sixpack adn

severl glasses of white wine and guava jucie already

i am disturbd by this trend.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

i like drugs because they make me feel warm and safe and also sometimes puke blood

My name is Xanathar and I am beyond time

I am childsbane incarnate, the star-hound of Meserlithion and architect of the final equation.

soon...

soon it will all be quiet once more.

i hope to someday jerk off a unicorn

just so I can fill a bottle with rainbows and keep it in the fridge for when i feel down.



:( rainbows are salty.

when im not freaking out about dying alone and unloved, i actually really enjoy being single

because I don't have to share my drugs or hairbrush with anyone

:/

There are plenty of girls who have been hassling me for no strings attached sex, and for the most part, they're attractive, intelligent, mostly not crazy chicks my age.

So why don't I ever call them back?

Ahahahahahaha :D Life is good

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