Crashing realities from an unexpected source - You are being used, and you are loving it because you hate yourself.
The drugs are only half the problem. Instead of just stopping taking them, why not try and stop what makes you take them?
systems check;; on point at a hundred percent
atomic batteries to power. turbines full ahead; attack wombs ready.
moving out of home, finally. see how it goes. will probably be back in less then a month... who knows...