I'm so sick of hanging out with children. With the exception of my closest friends - who they themselves seem to be slowly slipping into madness and self-loathing (The godawful FEAR that grips us all) - I am beset on all sides by the impudent irresponsibility of people far, far too young - physically or mentally - to be dabbling with these substances.
And it sucks. Because I get lumped in the same basket. They're all my friends, but they're not all people I'd invite to my house - Because they'd probably get trashed and break shit.
And when other people - People I want to know and respect me, people I want to talk to and learn from - See me hanging with 'em, I automatically become someone you wouldn't invite round to your house.